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march
we listened to Journey on the way home
who could have known what was to come?
we shouted and laughed 'cause it was so funny somehow
it was knocking on our door but we were too scared to figure it out
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six feet away from the ones you love
I am a toddler again, told what I cannot touch
this is no vacation you make it out to be
this is no party, this is haunting
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when I was told I couldn't see my friends
I just couldn't understand
it wasn't gonna kill me, I'd be fine
ironic it's the thing that now keeps me up at night
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six feet away from the ones you love
I am a toddler again, told what I cannot touch
this is no vacation you make it out to be
this is no party, this is haunting
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and I look to the ones who are supposed to say it'll be alright
but I see the same questions reflected in their eyes
epiphany
something med school did not cover
someone's daughter, someone's mother
holds your hand through plastic now
"doc, I think she's crashing out"
and some things you just can't speak about
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with you I serve, with you I fall down (down)
watch you breathe in, watch you breathing out (out)
with you I serve, with you I fall down (down)
watch you breathe in, watch you breathing out (out)
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only 20 minutes to sleep
but you dream of some epiphany
just one single glimpse of relief
to make some sense of what you've seen
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*originally performed by Taylor Swift*
now...
I've been here for a while now
things aren't going really great, but they're still going pretty well
and I'm learning to live with the new normal
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though things are looking up
these last few months have still been kinda rough
but I'm learning to live with the new normal
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la da da da da, la da da da da, la da (x2)
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I know I've gotta move forward
I know I've gotta move on and not look back
but it's hard when there's so many things we lost
and could have had; should have had
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I'm holding on for tomorrow
though I'm anxious everyday
every moment is the same
I'm just rereading the same page
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but we keep on going
like the earth around the sun
just believe and it'll come
everything's uphill from now on
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la da da da da, la da da da da, la da (x3)
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I'm learning to live with the new normal